They’re all still small, but small and growing is still growing. And hearing that some of the areas are still growing, despite the form of chemo I’m on, isn’t easy for me.
So, what does this mean? Well, I made the decision before the scan that, barring something crazy, I wanted to stay on this treatment for a while longer, and my oncologist agrees with me. So we’re moving to 8 week scans to keep an eye on everything. And now I have a week or so to come up with questions, collect my thoughts, and do some research on this growing situation. Then I’ll get to sit down and chat it through with my oncologist once he’s had a chance to think about it too. But my immediate thought is we need to see if we can find out why things are growing.
This is where I am right now, feeling deflated but not defeated.